Happy birthday, Ryan. You're always gonna be beating me by two years... I miss you more right now than I ever have and I think that is only going to increase as time passes. I will always love you, brother. Peace out.
Rest in peace, Ryan. I loved you more than you will ever know and I will hold you always with me. Watch over me and guide me from where you are, and if you can, just let me know that you've found the comfort and peace that you could not find down here. I love you, Ryan, you were the greatest brother I ever could have wished for and I am sorry that our time together was so short.